i met with Kim today. kim is my study advisor at uni. she’s amazing, she’s so kind and supportive and lovely. she said that i am very creative and good at communicating and that i should write children’s books because i’d be amazing at them.
which was nice of her; its really nice for once to be told im good at something instead of that im rubbish.
got my dr appt at 2.50 today and im a bit nervous. i really want adderall. its a treatment for adhd and obesity which means itl make me thinner while helping my work. which would be amazing. i have to keep quiet about my mental state because if i say im bipolar or have had psychotic episodes theyr very likely to refuse me adderall as it can enhance those things, or so ive heard.
its 2.15 and ive had a small apple, a carrot, and some soup [30] as well as [150] from doritos. and although i had gained yesterday im back to my normal weight now. fluctuations are so damned annoying!
anyway il check in again after the dr appt and let u know how it went.
lovelove xxx
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November 21st, 2008 at 4:13 pm
you should utterly write a childrens book!! that would be so cooll!!
sorry ive run out of credit, i’m getting more as soon as i find my purse!!
hope the dr’s appointment went well..or is going well.
YAY for a nice study person!!
whoever has told you you are rubbish, tell me who they are and ill go yell at them. hope you feel better..
how’s the greg situ.?
I imagine they DR will know about your medical history, and will now about your Bi-polar and stuff….please tell them anyway…i dont want you to get any worse, becuase it won’t help YOU in the long run..please be careful and as safe as you can be..
huggles
November 21st, 2008 at 4:34 pm
lol il write it if u illustrate it for me little miss artysmarty pants!
and yeah the dr was really nice, she was smiley and lovely. but she said it could take months for my adhd to be treated properly, and even then i might not get meds. sucky. and she said i shouldnt worry about my easy brusing but i still do.
greg hasnt spoken to me since yesterday, and even then he called me a fucking bitch and told me to go away. ive really fucking hurt him Mischa and i dont know what to dooo
damn this fattyness and adhdness!
love u xxx
November 21st, 2008 at 5:19 pm
ohhhhhhh :[ well he’s probably just v sad that your not his…
and confused, becuase maybe he doesnt see how you could love two people?
or maybe he just wants you to make a choice right then and there, so he can have you or try to move on, have you told him the reason why you are worried about having a relationship with him? cos if u havent i think you should, when he’s calm enough to actualy listen..HUGS
ohh!! one thing you could suggest, is going ice scating where i live in the close at xmas time, in the dark, cos its romantic and pretty, and then i could say hi too….also maybe we could do that together and maybe with anna one day?xxxxx
November 21st, 2008 at 7:54 pm
your so good at advice, i love u lots
i tried to explain but he cried and i feel sad and he’s ignored me all day today even tho its the 9th month anniversary of knowing each other! i wish he’d understand but i cant make him
and yay lets go ice skating! when i come visit u and anna shall i bring greg or just us 3? idk. lol. itd me so fun lemme see youuu!
come stay with me at xmas!
loveu xxx